Just a journal...

Saturday, August 16, 2003

OMG... IT'S SOOOOO DAMN HOT! I seriously fear that I am going to melt... ugh! Need... Central...Air.... ANYWAYS
How about that Blackout... I don't know why all these people were freaking out, I got bored so I took a nap eventually and by the time I woke up, I only had to wait about 45 minutes till the power came back on, of course, it went out again, but it came back like an hour later or so. No big deal
Anyways, Field hockey starts on Monday, like real practices... joy. And I have to go talk to the new guidance couselor so she'll know who I am, and also so she can fix my damn schedule... they put me in Hughes class again.... I HATE THAT WOMAN... she is satan... I just know it... and on top of all of that I have to start studying for SATII's because I'm gonna have to take them sometime in September, and I'll prolly end up taking the SAT's again and I want to take the ACT's too. *sigh* I can't believe I have to start applying for college soon... oh joy. And I got my application for the Dartmouth Fly-In program, I'm gonna have to fill that out soon and get it mailed out. I should make that a priority for the week. And I FINALLY got my permit so I can officially drive with someone 18 years or older, legally... yay for me. What else.... umm... I just don't know... I have to work tomorrow, today was the first friday in a while that I didn't have to work and I didn't really do anything becuase I was just too lazy... oh well... I think I'm tired, so I think I'm gonna try to do that whole sleeping thing now... yeh... sleep is good...

Saturday, August 09, 2003


Warped Tour was great! So many bruises to remember it by. :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) "Is that Fat Tom?"

Sunday, August 03, 2003

Worked 6 hours today... Can't believe I survived! Yup, next week's paycheck should be sooooo nice...

**Star light, start bright, the greatest star I've seen tonight, I wish I may, I wish I might, have this wish I wish tonight.**

Friday, August 01, 2003

real world

You Should Be On The Real World!

Okay drama queen or king. Just point at camera at you,

and you'll do your thing. You've got what it takes to rule

on the Real World, but just don't kill your roomates!

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More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva

Way to make me feel like shit.. you know who you are.

Thursday, July 31, 2003

I wish I knew what to say, or to do to cheer people up... It seems like everyone has been down lately and it hurts my heart because there's not much that I can do... I am like tiny sand grain, insignificant. Well to all of you that have been sad, and angry, I love you very much and I hope that things start looking up for ya'll....

Wednesday, July 30, 2003

FAT.... that's what I am... FAT!... I need to go purchase me some of those diet pills I see on TV all the time.. what the hell are they called again?
I like that song... it's good stuff.. Ani Difranco is a pretty good artist in my opinion and I like a lot of her stuff. I'm in this weird mood today.. well it's not so much a mood, but more a feeling... I'm not sure how to describe it.. almost like i'm in a dream... or a feeling of off-ness.. if that's even a word, which I'm pretty sure it's not. So today I went blind for about 15 seconds.. it was frightening.. I think I am going to call my eye doctor tomorrow and setup an appt. because i don't think that's normal. It's not as if it were a normal blackout, where you stand up too fast, this was much more intense... Scary... Maybe I really am dying... Am I a hypochondriac(spelling?) ... A lot of people say so.. maybe..

Mild congratulations, you are...
53% dateable! You are neither more not less dateable than your peers-- welcome to the land of mediocrity, home of the masses! You have an undeniable animal magnetism, but you're just as likely to attract small animals as you are to attract human beings. Nevertheless, the people you flirt with generally find you funny and cute, or "fute." You have good hygiene, which is an imporant aspect of relationships involving two or more people. Avoid seafood and walks in the woods. ...-The Dateable test on www.thespark.com I think it's wrong though.
Squint your eyes and look closer

I'm not between you and your ambition

I am a poster girl with no poster

I am thirty-two flavors and then some

and I'm beyond your peripheral vision

so you might want to turn your head

cause someday you're going to get hungry

and eat most of the words you just said

Both my parents taught me about good will

and I have done well by their names

just the kindness I've lavished on strangers

is more than I can explain

still there's many who've turned out their porch lights

just so I would think they were not home

and hid in the dark of their windows

til I'd passed and left them alone

and god help you if you are an ugly girl

course too pretty is also your doom

cause everyone harbors a secret hatred

for the prettiest girl in the room

and god help you if you are a phoenix

and you dare to rise up from the ash

a thousand eyes will smolder with jealousy

while you are just flying back

I'm not trying to give my life meaning

by demeaning you

and I would like to state for the record

I did everything that I could do

I'm not saying that I'm a saint

I just don't want to live that way

no, I will never be a saint

but I will always say

Squint your eyes and look closer

I'm not between you and your ambition

I am a poster girl with no poster

I am thirty-two flavors and then some

And I'm beyond your peripheral vision

So you might want to turn your head

Cause someday you might find you're starving

and eating all of the words you said

Sunday, July 27, 2003

So yeh... Today was just another day, my father started to install that electric fence thing underground for that dog that everybody in family likes but me... *stupid dog* I'm sure I would have liked her more if we would have just waited longer after Gizmo's death... He was the best dog... *sigh* so yeh, apparently when they step over the wire, they get shocked... I can't wait to see that! *evil laugh* Ok. I know that's a terrible thing to say.. but it happens... So anyways I got my warped tour ticket today! So I'm definetly going now.. YAY FOR ME! However FATA won't be there, and I wanted to them.. so ya' know... Tomorrow I'm going with my mom to a wedding shower, my uncle Mark is getting married to some chic... my mother is making the cake right now actually... maybe I should go help her... Yeh, I will in a few... I was at work today, and they wanted me to close.. but I was able to get around it.. again.. I HATE closing... it's so terrible, i have to sit in the front of the store, by mylsef for an hour... with no one to talk to... not exactly my idea of a good time... AND in addition to that... someone could kidnap me, becuase everyone knows that I am the Princess in that damn place.. which perhaps it's not the greatest thing, but better than nothing :) :) :).. No one wonderful came into work today to see me... It was a long night... *looks down sadly* BUT Erik did work so we got to go on break together and make fun of Lynda... apparently she quit.. how sad for us.. And I also discovered some interesting information... well more disturbing than interesting.. but I said I wouldn't tell... so it's a SECRET! I love secrets.. makes me feel even more special than I already am :)hmmm I'm gonna go help my mama now... yay cake frosting and decorating... what fun... or not...

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